Hey y'all! How are you guys lately? (:
I haven't been blogging for quite awhile. Therefore. I shall blog today!Today's post won't be the usual "Hey! Today i went to..." post.
Haha. I decided I'll post about my thoughts on loneliness.
I'm thinking everyone has those moments where you just feel lonely
all of a sudden. Where you start doubting everyone. You start to
lose trust in more than half the people you thought you trusted.
Maybe I feel lonely cause' I'm too attached to my friends. I hate
to think that when I'm done with high school and when I'll have
to move on to college, I'll have to make new friends, and my new
friends might not even like me. Worse still, I'd drift so far apart from
my current friends. They're like my soulmates. How am I gonna
manage being without them? Okay, even if we all end up in the
same college (which would be quite impossible), when we all
grow up and and have our own families and careers, I can
totally imagine how this scene would happen: "Tiffany, I can't
always be here for you anymore. We've grown up already. We're
not the high school kids we used to be. I have a family, a career,
a life to live. You're on your own." Which will probably lead to
my future husband being my only friend. And I'll have to wait for
my children to grow up so i can befriend them. Lol. I'm being
so negative. Actually, I don't even know if I'm gonna get
married. Not that I don't want to. But like...... (please see the
following made-up convo I imagine in my messed-up mind)
Normal teenage girls: hobby; cuddling with bf, watching tv
with bf, eating with bf, holding hands with bf, kitty, puppy,
cute animals, chick flicks, romantic movies.
Meanwhile............
Me: hobby: food, food, food, food, rice, noodles, sushi,
salmon, beef, mutton, curry mutton, banana leaf rice, mamak
food, char koey teow, chicken rice, curry laksa, assam laksa,
maggi goreng, maggi curry, horror movies, thrillers, CSI,
don't like pets, scared of cats, not a fan of animals, don't like
chick flicks cause' they're boring, don't like touchy feely stuff,
f*ckin' addicted to Taiwanese dramas, roasted duck, claypot,
salted fish pork belly, sits with legs wide open at home, sleeps
like a pig, not smart at all, very rough, hates sports, loves sparring
etc etc.
So yeah, If i get married/a boyfriend anytime soon, i should
prolly throw a bash or something. HAHA. (Ok fine, i was exaggerated
describing normal girls, but you get what i mean.) On the other hand,
I have lots of friends thanks to my weird hobbies and personality.
LOLOL. Even my parents say they'll be super mindblown if i
can get married next time. WHATISTHISMAN.
A change of topic after my ranting.
See the two screenshots of twitter up there? :DDDDD
There was a contest a few days back, and the winner gets
a Churpie plushie from Blackalogy a.k.a. Billy Berry!. So
yeah, OBVIOUSLY i was excited! The point was... I was
THIIIIIS (pretends to squeeze imaginary mini object) close
to winning! But Jean won in the end because she was more
outstanding. Anyhoooo, she was very nice to offer to share
the toy with me. AND THEN i saw Billy's tweet to me.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~. Haha.
I know he'd forget what he said, but the fact that he said
that in the first place was really sweeeeeeet. (:
Oh, ICC Concert was Uh-MAZINGGGGG. Street Puppets
were mindblowing! K Town Clan was........ THE F*CKIN'
BOMB I TELL YOU. A shoutout to (i can't remember who)
WHOEVER SAID PARTY ANIMAL BY KTOWNCLAN
WAS NOISY AND STILL WENT TOWARDS THE
STAGE TO PARTY, I'MMA F*CKIN' CHOP YOUR LEGS
OFF AND FEED BLOODTHIRSTY BEARS. I LOVE THAT
SONG SINCE IT FIRST CAME OUT PLEASE AND THANK
YOU. Okay, bipolar moment over.
Here are a few of my retarded moments. ^-^V
Retardedly posing with le birthday boy of the date of
ICC Concert.
Retardedly posing with le group of ICCPJ-ians.
Retardedly posing with Jeremy Teo from RedFm even
though I didn't know him. I just thought he was cute.
Retardedly taking retarded shots with SMKDJ-ians.
Retardedly like-a-sir-ing with my Vincci ring.
Retardedly doing a weird facial expression.
Okay now i feel bad for using the word retarded to describe
all those pictures. To think that the real mentally retarded people
might be in pain and suffering and I'm here joking about the word. :S
Nyeh.
So, jam session with Ming Ser, Da Hui, Yong Sheng, Yuan Yao,
and Jun Yi starts this wednesday. I hope it goes well. (:
I shall go kacau my bffl nao. He's probably complaining
how I ALWAYS ditch him while talking halfway.
A busy woman is always and forever will be busy lah. :/
Btw, I just found out I could preview my post before
publishing it. Lul.
KKKKK. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
