don't worry be happy.

Hello! So, I haven't been blogging in quite awhile.

Cos, well, I wasn't in the mood to. LOL.

Yesterday, I went out with Lydia and Jun Keat.

Diar and i belanja-ed him. We were supposed to

treat him to Rakuzen actually. But apparently it

was too far, so we chose to go to somewhere with 

almost the same price range. (: The two choices

were Hokkaido in Old Wing OU and Kura in 

One World Hotel. So yeah, we so smart. SMART.

:P We chose One World Hotel. Hahah. 

The day great. At first we were like topic-less at 

Starbucks. But from time to time we came up with

some topics. And we camwhored. HEHEHE. 

But most importantly, we talked. A WHOLE LOT.

Hahahah. Caught up with Lydia and Jun Keat.

Not so much for Jun Keat, but for Diar, yeah 

A LOT. (: HEHE. P.S: I didnt get to camwhore 

with Jun Keat. SO SAD. :( Nvm, I camwhore

with him in tuition next year. :D 

Ozzie Sausage Roll. :DDD

Starbucks. WHOOOO. :D

There was this point where like all of us were using

our gadgets and not talking. Lol.

The effect so nice right? :D Credits to my new camera. (:

My skin complexion super the bad lah. :/ 

Lydia looks weird. LOL.

KURAAA. :P

Look at his face. HAHAH.

See that ghostly greenish figure behind there?

That's The Ghost of Jun Keat. :OOO

Okay lame. Nvm. 

It was a great meal! (:

Best picture of the day. :D 

Oh btw, I have short hair now. :D Hahahah. (:

Nice anot? :D hahah.

I didn't really like it at first, but the more

i look at it, the nicer it looks. (: And gay bestie

gave a great encouragement. Quoted: 

NAISEEEEEE. LOL.

Hahah. Anyway, today is New Year's Eve.

And New Year's Day is in an hour plus. 

I gotta admit, I really liked 2011. Many 

things happened. I try not to regret the things

i've done and the decisions i made. 

Now, come to think of it, I don't think i regret

anything. Besides having such a simple mind.

Everything seems so simple to me but much

more complicated to others. I never expect

so much, that's why i'm easily happy-ed. 

But i guess sometimes we gotta expect the 

worst. That way, when sometimes unexpected

and bad happens, we won't end up being

so shocked and dumbfounded. 

Oh, and about the Aussie trip.

It was good. Not great, not bad. Just, good. (:

Perth is a very quiet. And it's the most 

isolated capital in the world. So yeah.

But i shopped a lot. Hehe. Bought two pairs

of heels. AND. I bought my ICC Concert 

dress already. :D Hahah. I met great people 

there. Everyone is so friendly. (: 

So, dedication to Josh, like i promised. (:

Dear Josh, although we made up this name

so i can remember it, i'll do my best to remember

it for a long long time. Cos i never wanna forget 

you. You have been a great boredom companion

for 2 days. And even though we only knew each

other for two days, it was very memorable. I

enjoyed sandboarding with you a lot. How we 

rolled off the board halfway, how you challenged 

to go again cos you knew i wanted to go but i 

was scared. Oh, and talking endlessly in the bus,

annoying the crap outta everyone else. I really

wish to meet you again. You're a nice guy. Idk

how else to get to you. Since you never left an

email address whatsoever, since you said fate

brings us together and when fate ends, we'll go

our own ways. Luckily i gave you my twitter url.

Which would prolly bring you to my blog, hopefully.

Hahah. The best part of everything, clucking at 

each other for no apparent reason. HAHAHAH.

Btw, *whispers* I know what you did when i was

asleep on the bus. You have no idea

what i did to you when you slept. Muahah. :P 

I hope you see this. The chance is tiny, but 

whatever, i promised to make a dedication to you

cos you bought me ice-cream at the jetty. Hahah.

Bye Josh, my awesome Korean buddy. <3

(i still wished i remembered your real name. So

difficult. Lol.)

So, I'm spending my last few hours doing meaningless

things. Like going online, doing nothing. I'll prolly

go on tumblr or something. Currently playing games

on Miniclip. Hahah. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

(: I hope i have a fresh start after everything I've been 

through. I wanna be a happy happy girl. Heh. Bye guys.

Much love. <333

we found love.

Helloooo! So, the other day i went swimming

with Sha Lin. It was a nice day out. Enjoyed 

every minute of it. We talked and talked and 

talked. We haven't been having such long and

deep convos since last year. Hahah. We went

to Tropicana Golf and Country Club to swim.

We talked so much until we went into the 

shower room, and went into separate cubicles,

yet, we still kept talking. Well, shouting. LOL.

Tropicana has seriously many many memories.

Went to a Japanese restaurant there last year

with Ben Jing and Sha Lin for dinner. That was

the best memory. Then the other one, i shall 

not mention. I'll just have to say that it was at

the library and the squash court. Never will

forget it. (: I shall go swimming there with

JiaYun soon! Hahah.

Before swim! Sha is such a camwhore.

She was like tiff tiff tiff, take picture, before swim!

LOL.

After swim! And shower. Hahah. She complained i 

was very slow. Lol. Mana ada? :(

Anyways. DC is on monday! Time flies man.

I hope DC turns out fine. :D 

Yesterday, Jiayun, Chel, Dahui, JoeYee and i

went to One U. It was not bad. Had a long chat

during lunch. We learnt so many facts about 

guys. LOLOL. So, I've been saying this 

a million and one times. I'm very amazed at

the fact that guys would actually cry if they

lose a girl they really like. Like if they get dumped

or something. I always thought movies and

taiwanese dramas were exaggerating. Hahah.

Still, WOW. :/

Sat next to Da Hui during lunch. Which means, he's my camwhore

victim of the day. HAHAH.

We had lunch at Dragon-i. It was great. :D

HEHEHEHEHEHE. SORRY LAH GUYS.

I know you guys look funny and all, but like, I dont have

other photos of the day... :( SORRY.

(Hahahahahahaahah) :p

If you guys notice, Joe Yee isnt in any 

of the photos. Cos, he sat next to Da Hui,

so like, i didnt get to take a picture with him. 

:/ 

Unifi is coming on tuesday. SO LATE. :(

So much for being efficient. 

I'm getting happier and happier everyday.

The thought of my friends being there for 

me just makes me happier. I'm surprised

they can tolerate with my crappy attitude.

It's like, I wonder how they do it. Two years

with these girls. Ups and downs, but we're

still friends. Because that's what friends are

for. Hahah. I always say, "I hate you lah."

But for me it really means "I love you guys

so much." Thanks for being there for me

no matter what happens. I really appreciate 

that. (: 

Lydia, Chelsea, Jia Yun, Sha Lin, Jun Yi,

Love you guys! <333

I just spontaneously wanted to thank them. (:

Okay. Time to go. Bye guys. Take care everyone.

Stay safe. Much love. 

Tiffany signing off.

earthquake.

Hello! Sorry I haven't been blogging much
lately. I have lots of pictures of the outings
i went to. Shall blog about it soon. (: Going
out to One U tomorrow with Da Hui, Joe Yee,
Chel and Jia. Ming Ser was supposed to go.
But then he couldn't come at the very last minute.
SO SAD. :(((((

Oh well. I hope the day wouldn't be affected
by his absence. Sobs.

Today i went swimming with Sha. It's been
a long time since i last had a chat with her.
We had a long bonding sesh at the club.
Tropicana seriously has some unforgettable
memories. Last year, Sha, Ben Jing and I
had dinner at this Jap restaurant in the club.
Then this year, I went to the library there
with a friend. Then today i went swimming
with Sha. So yeah. Sha said we should do
this every week. Hahah.


In the process of finding happiness. (:


Bye guys! Much love. Tiffany signing off.

the one that got away.

Hello! So i shall blog about two separate days. (:

The pictures below are from the outing with my

primary school friends at one u. :D We went to 

watch Breaking Dawn. But before that, we ate at

Sushi Zanmai. Yes, I eat at Sushi Zanmai very

often and i'm not sure why. LOL.

So, this is Sarah Lim Jia Yee. (:

She wasnt ready for the photo to be taken.

Hahahahah.

That's Lai Jiayi behind there. She was my 

best friend during primary school and this year

i moved to Damansara Legenda. Now i live diagonally 

behind her. LOL. Cool right? :p

Yeap, this is her. (:

The one on the left is Chan Joey. 

I feel kinda bad for like not talking to her much

compared to the rest of them. :/

Oh well, at least i apologized. 

Sarah lent us a Polaroid camera to capture the moments! 

Mine is the one on the far right. :D

So, yeap. Sushi Zanmai, baby! :D

This is another event. It was the awesome Navini's

sweet sixteen gig. It was AWESOME. Loud 

music booming, dancing, glow in the dark, DJ,

cool people. No regrets. Well, my only regret was

wearing a nice outfit, cos i wore a white tee shirt

over it at last. :/ Oh well. It was still cool. Soaked

with sweat just in half an hour. In one hour, my hair

dripped sweat. Literally. Hahahah. Oh, and i got 

a blister too! Well, lots of people did. :p

P.S. in my phone i have 70% of photos, that are

camwhores of Jia Yun and I. Do we really camwhore

so much, Jia? :/ LOL.

I knowwwww. It's very blur. :/

What to do? I like my secondary camera lah.

So convenient.

White tee shirt, spray-painted with glow in the dark

paint. Stinks like mad, inhaled a lot. But, still, fun. :D

The glow in the dark bangles were really pretty. (:

See? Hair dripping sweat. hahahah.

Jia Yun is just weird lah. Her hair still like, perfect one.

That weirdo on the right? Lydia. hahah.

Lydia on the left. JiaYun on the right. (:

Jia Yun on the left and Lissa on the right. (: 

Okay, I like this shot. :DDDD

Although it's like super duper blur.

Me on the left. Lydia in the middle. Jia on the right.

Ikhwan on the top. He photobombed. And succeeded.

Hahahah.

This is also blur, but it's nice. :p

Monica Chen on the left. Jia Yun on the right.

I super like this shot! :D Our awesomeness

blurred the camera. :/ :p

Last picture of the day! Hahahah.

Jun Yi wasnt in any of the photos cos she left

before we started camwhoring. :/ Oh well.

So, this is pretty much it. (: 

These days I've been feeling a little lost. 

Trying to find me again. Trying to adapt

to certain situation. I can't say i'm adapting

fine. But there's progress in it. Cos,

IF I CANT THEN I MUST. Hahah. It'll

all pay off in the end. I hope. :p What 

a friend said the other day, it lit the 

lightbulb above my head. He said his

impression of me since the start was always

the girl who's always smiling, even when 

she isnt happy. I didn't take it as a 

compliment at first, but after awhile, i thought,

if i keep doing that, I'm bound to be happy

for real one day. For me, happiness is one

of the easiest things for me. Cos i laugh at

the simplest stuffs. But to be happy when i'm

not laughing, it's a little hard for me. For now,

I'm finding that happiness when i'm away

from laughter. I adapt really fast to environments,

i realize. I get used to objects and environments

very easily. But for people, i don't. It takes time.

Adapting to the absence of people are harder.

Okay, i shall go grab some food now.

#foreverhungry Hahah. Bai!

Tiffany signing off.

far far away.

Hello! So, i came back from a 3 days 2 nights trip
at Singapore yesterday. Or so called just now. We
arrived at our doorstep at 1.30am. And i slept at 4.
Lol. Cos i couldnt fall asleep, and i was mind-typing
a blog post. Since there wasnt internet, i typed it
on Microsoft word. it took me around half an hour
i think. So i shall copy and paste it here. (:
Okay, the fact that its sooo long makes it seem a
little boring. But it isnt okay. :P Enjoy!

I think everyone has been through a situation, where you were once so close to this certain he or she. But now, both of you are like strangers. You’re not sure of who he or she is anymore. Back then, you could have stated 50+ facts about that he or she so easily. Maybe it was fate that brought you two together, and fate that tore you apart too.

It’s like you first start talking to that person, and it feels like you’ve known them for a long time. And you realize it’s really nice talking to them. One day, you realize you’re treating that he or she differently from others. Then you think, hmm, I think I treat a best friend this way, so I shall continue treating him or her this nice, since he or she treats me nice too. After some time, you find flaws in them. But you think, oh, being friends, I shall be able to accept his or her flaw. Then they accept your flaws too. Trust begins to build. More and more. And suddenly, you trust them so much, it’s becoming a disadvantage. Why? Because this much trust would only cause one thing in the future. Disappointment. You trust this person so much, that one tiny mistake they do, or an unexpected move they make would disappoint you, let you down. And come to think of it, it isn’t that big of a deal after all. But after every let-down, you tend to accept the fact, or something happens in between. And both of you become best friends again.

During this whole friendship, there will be highs and lows. Some situations higher, some lower. Happiness, sadness. Both in a unique way that no one has ever given you before. Then towards the end, you start doubting yourself. It all starts from that. When you doubt yourself, you feel insecure. When you feel insecure, you over-think. When you over-think, you start doubting others. And then argument and disagreements happen. After many times of those, you probably didn’t even expect the fact that the next one would take a toll on your friendship with him or her. And soon enough, you don’t get replies to good luck wishes and birthday wishes. But everyone hopes. You hope that he or she would probably reply to it. You keep telling yourself he or she won’t. But your subconscious mind clings to that hope.

If you’re lucky, maybe you guys might become best friends again one day. If you aren’t, that might be the end of your friendship. Both of you will probably meet another “potential best friend” and the whole cycle starts again. Then again, who knows what’ll happen? God decides your fate. But sometimes, you have a choice. Perhaps a choice to change fate. If you still care about the person you just abandoned, think about what you guys have been through. Thick and thin. Of course there are times where you guys have disagreements, but is it worth losing a friendship?

In that friendship between two people, there is probably one party who left the other. Or maybe both agreed on breaking this friendship. One way or another, leave with a reasonable explanation. Or one day, the whole situation will resurface after months or years, and you’ll have to appear in each other’s lives. Maybe even messing it up, unintentionally. So it’s always best to explain yourselves first, hear what each other has to say. There might be some misunderstandings you didn’t know about. It doesn’t matter if this applies to you with a friend, best friend, special friend, girlfriend, boyfriend, even an ex. Just think about what I said. Life is too short for regrets.

“If you care for something, you fight for it.”

– Captain Haddock; The Adventures of Tin Tin.

Tiffany signing off at 3.51am 29/11/11

So yeap, thats what i typed. It isnt for a 

specific person, just so you know. I was

saying this in general. (: I'll update my blog

soon. Goodbye! (:

before the worst.

Hello! So, yesterday i attended my sister's grad

ceremony back at my primary school. It feels 

weird seeing all the teachers again. Well, i haven't 

seen them in quite awhile cos i only return on 

Saturdays for my taekwando training. Therefore,

it wont be possible to meet my teachers. So yeah, 

i bumped into Xieyi there. :D

Oh and my primary school friend, Foo Mun Yee.

The first thing she said to me, "You look 

f**king different, tiffany." LOLOL.

My sister looks so short here. Hahah.

Dad and sister. (:

Family photo.

So, my mum's wearing a mask cos her jaw is kinda

swollen. She thinks it's ugly, so she wore a mask. (:

Foo Mun Yee and me! (:

I so like this shot. :D

OXY. :DDD <3

This lady here is Tan Mew Ling.

She taught my class since standard 4 till standard 6.

Form teacher for 3 years straight. Well, i can't say i like

her, but without her, i wouldnt be where i am today.

So, thank you Teacher! (:

I love her lah, she remembers my name! (':

She was my science teacher and tuition teacher for many

years. She's a great teacher. She looks exactly the same

from when i last saw her. -.- this is weird. LOL.

So yeah, yesterday afternoon i went out and i was

soooooooo bored. Plus my handphone is with

Nokia Care now. So i camwhored with my mum's

iPhone 4. The shades were an option kay. 

DaHui says i look absolutely retarded in these.

I know, these are for fun only lah. I have actual shades

please. Pssh. Lol. I shall camwhore with my shades

soon. (:

Just got back from Taekwando training. So

frustrated today. Ugh. We did patterns/poomsae 

today. I understand that we have to be slow so 

the others could catch up. First round, okay,

we do slow, (cos all the black belts also can't

remember) second round, never mind. But third

round and so on, you guys should be able to 

remember. You guys did this before. And we

practiced this for soooo many times, these few 

rounds today are for revision. Don't you guys

practice at home?! One taegeuk only takes

at most 2 minutes. Seriously. Not exaggerating.

Don't tell me you guys can't find 5 minutes

to practice. Y'all make the seniors have to wait,

stand at the same position, with hands in the air,

legs bent, and wait minutes for Sir to correct

you guys. Legs bent, put more energy into your 

blocks and punches and kicks, very hard is it?

Stance also cannot do properly. What belt are y'all?

You guys don;t deserve that red belt, lazy to bits.

Don't even kick properly. Kick until like lift

the leg only. Basics please. Know how to 

point middle finger but cant even exert a proper

block. Disgrace to taekwando. I can't say i'm

good at taekwando, but at least i do every stance, 

block, punch and kick precisely. Not like you

guys, lembik-lembik. You dare to say you never

eat breakfast, i kick you. I NEVER eat ANYTHING

before training okay. Never. All i drink is water.

I also can do properly, why cant you guys? 

Okay, done ranting. have a nice day, readers. (:

Weather is weird these days, drink more water.

Sleep well. Eat healthy if possible. (: Take care!

Sorry about my rants. I cant exactly express it

to anyone else cos they wont know what i'm talking

about. LOL. 

To SPM candidates, all the best with the burning 

midnight oil and the hardcore studying and all. (:

Take care! <3

Bye. (:

what hurts the most.

Hello! I'm currently in the car now on my laptop, 

so by the time i finish typing this post, it'll probably

be like at night or something. LOL. Cos i procrastinate.

Hehe. So, last night i was like soooooo bored. Cos

i had the laptop, to back up my phone, but my mum

still had the broadband, so no point lah right? -.-

So i decided to camwhore with my webcam. Hahah.

I picked up random stuff on my table, and started 

camwhoring. :P

So, this was a note by Ming Ser and Da Hui. Not sure

which one of them wrote it. But it says,

*imagine M.I. song playing

in the background

Mission Impossible #1:

Operation

T hrow

I t

F ar

F ar

A way

N

Y ell

hahahh. Funny and lame. I know. :P

This is a fish i folded out of paper when i was attending a 

PMR seminar awhile ago. And i was soooo

bored, i decided to fold it while the old man was 

giving his speech. LOL.

Pretty right? Samuel drew it awhile ago. :D

Last year he drew me sleeping on an exam question 

paper. Hahahah. During exam. :P I'm still

keeping it, but i gotta find it. I think i blogged about it

before though. :D

The other day chel lent me her necklace. I didnt return it

to her yet. Forgotten to when i left the karaoke room.

Shall return it to her when i see her again. (:

My hair very messy. Hahah, Me likey. (:

So, i just got back from my sister's primary school 

graduation ceremony. Since i dont have my phone

with me right now, i took photos with my mum's

phone. I'll upload it if i feel like it. Hah. Met Xieyi

there just now cos i forgotten her brother was 12. 

LOL. She didnt tell me she was going. -.- 

Anyways, I shall go watch dramas now and get all

depressed over my life. :P It occurs a lot. 

Shall blog about my day out with the girls soon.

Too lazy to blog about it. I'm sure Lydia would.

So i shall just attach her blog link in my next post

if i see her blogging about it. (:

So, i shall just talk about a friend here. I'm sorry.

But i had to rant. 

I never knew you were THIS arrogant. I'm sorry.

but it's like i dont know you anymore. We used 

to be the awesome duo. Many people supported

us, we were a team. I like your personality. But

when you talk about your success, i get really

annoyed. I know you're all that now, but you 

had to boast? When you speak of your religion,

i get even more annoyed. I mean like, we live in

a society where everyone respects each others'

religion. You dont have to keep criticizing my

religion to make yours look good. I was once 

your religion okay. I know. You have to seriously

stop that or no one would wanna befriend you.

After one year plus, you're still like that. It really

annoys me. But to tell you off, its mean. I'll

find a way soon. :/

Okay. Done. Bye guys! (: 

Good luck to all SPM candidates! <3 <3 <3