far far away.

Hello! So, i came back from a 3 days 2 nights trip
at Singapore yesterday. Or so called just now. We
arrived at our doorstep at 1.30am. And i slept at 4.
Lol. Cos i couldnt fall asleep, and i was mind-typing
a blog post. Since there wasnt internet, i typed it
on Microsoft word. it took me around half an hour
i think. So i shall copy and paste it here. (:
Okay, the fact that its sooo long makes it seem a
little boring. But it isnt okay. :P Enjoy!

I think everyone has been through a situation, where you were once so close to this certain he or she. But now, both of you are like strangers. You’re not sure of who he or she is anymore. Back then, you could have stated 50+ facts about that he or she so easily. Maybe it was fate that brought you two together, and fate that tore you apart too.

It’s like you first start talking to that person, and it feels like you’ve known them for a long time. And you realize it’s really nice talking to them. One day, you realize you’re treating that he or she differently from others. Then you think, hmm, I think I treat a best friend this way, so I shall continue treating him or her this nice, since he or she treats me nice too. After some time, you find flaws in them. But you think, oh, being friends, I shall be able to accept his or her flaw. Then they accept your flaws too. Trust begins to build. More and more. And suddenly, you trust them so much, it’s becoming a disadvantage. Why? Because this much trust would only cause one thing in the future. Disappointment. You trust this person so much, that one tiny mistake they do, or an unexpected move they make would disappoint you, let you down. And come to think of it, it isn’t that big of a deal after all. But after every let-down, you tend to accept the fact, or something happens in between. And both of you become best friends again.

During this whole friendship, there will be highs and lows. Some situations higher, some lower. Happiness, sadness. Both in a unique way that no one has ever given you before. Then towards the end, you start doubting yourself. It all starts from that. When you doubt yourself, you feel insecure. When you feel insecure, you over-think. When you over-think, you start doubting others. And then argument and disagreements happen. After many times of those, you probably didn’t even expect the fact that the next one would take a toll on your friendship with him or her. And soon enough, you don’t get replies to good luck wishes and birthday wishes. But everyone hopes. You hope that he or she would probably reply to it. You keep telling yourself he or she won’t. But your subconscious mind clings to that hope.

If you’re lucky, maybe you guys might become best friends again one day. If you aren’t, that might be the end of your friendship. Both of you will probably meet another “potential best friend” and the whole cycle starts again. Then again, who knows what’ll happen? God decides your fate. But sometimes, you have a choice. Perhaps a choice to change fate. If you still care about the person you just abandoned, think about what you guys have been through. Thick and thin. Of course there are times where you guys have disagreements, but is it worth losing a friendship?

In that friendship between two people, there is probably one party who left the other. Or maybe both agreed on breaking this friendship. One way or another, leave with a reasonable explanation. Or one day, the whole situation will resurface after months or years, and you’ll have to appear in each other’s lives. Maybe even messing it up, unintentionally. So it’s always best to explain yourselves first, hear what each other has to say. There might be some misunderstandings you didn’t know about. It doesn’t matter if this applies to you with a friend, best friend, special friend, girlfriend, boyfriend, even an ex. Just think about what I said. Life is too short for regrets.

“If you care for something, you fight for it.”

– Captain Haddock; The Adventures of Tin Tin.

Tiffany signing off at 3.51am 29/11/11

So yeap, thats what i typed. It isnt for a 

specific person, just so you know. I was

saying this in general. (: I'll update my blog

soon. Goodbye! (:

before the worst.

Hello! So, yesterday i attended my sister's grad

ceremony back at my primary school. It feels 

weird seeing all the teachers again. Well, i haven't 

seen them in quite awhile cos i only return on 

Saturdays for my taekwando training. Therefore,

it wont be possible to meet my teachers. So yeah, 

i bumped into Xieyi there. :D

Oh and my primary school friend, Foo Mun Yee.

The first thing she said to me, "You look 

f**king different, tiffany." LOLOL.

My sister looks so short here. Hahah.

Dad and sister. (:

Family photo.

So, my mum's wearing a mask cos her jaw is kinda

swollen. She thinks it's ugly, so she wore a mask. (:

Foo Mun Yee and me! (:

I so like this shot. :D

OXY. :DDD <3

This lady here is Tan Mew Ling.

She taught my class since standard 4 till standard 6.

Form teacher for 3 years straight. Well, i can't say i like

her, but without her, i wouldnt be where i am today.

So, thank you Teacher! (:

I love her lah, she remembers my name! (':

She was my science teacher and tuition teacher for many

years. She's a great teacher. She looks exactly the same

from when i last saw her. -.- this is weird. LOL.

So yeah, yesterday afternoon i went out and i was

soooooooo bored. Plus my handphone is with

Nokia Care now. So i camwhored with my mum's

iPhone 4. The shades were an option kay. 

DaHui says i look absolutely retarded in these.

I know, these are for fun only lah. I have actual shades

please. Pssh. Lol. I shall camwhore with my shades

soon. (:

Just got back from Taekwando training. So

frustrated today. Ugh. We did patterns/poomsae 

today. I understand that we have to be slow so 

the others could catch up. First round, okay,

we do slow, (cos all the black belts also can't

remember) second round, never mind. But third

round and so on, you guys should be able to 

remember. You guys did this before. And we

practiced this for soooo many times, these few 

rounds today are for revision. Don't you guys

practice at home?! One taegeuk only takes

at most 2 minutes. Seriously. Not exaggerating.

Don't tell me you guys can't find 5 minutes

to practice. Y'all make the seniors have to wait,

stand at the same position, with hands in the air,

legs bent, and wait minutes for Sir to correct

you guys. Legs bent, put more energy into your 

blocks and punches and kicks, very hard is it?

Stance also cannot do properly. What belt are y'all?

You guys don;t deserve that red belt, lazy to bits.

Don't even kick properly. Kick until like lift

the leg only. Basics please. Know how to 

point middle finger but cant even exert a proper

block. Disgrace to taekwando. I can't say i'm

good at taekwando, but at least i do every stance, 

block, punch and kick precisely. Not like you

guys, lembik-lembik. You dare to say you never

eat breakfast, i kick you. I NEVER eat ANYTHING

before training okay. Never. All i drink is water.

I also can do properly, why cant you guys? 

Okay, done ranting. have a nice day, readers. (:

Weather is weird these days, drink more water.

Sleep well. Eat healthy if possible. (: Take care!

Sorry about my rants. I cant exactly express it

to anyone else cos they wont know what i'm talking

about. LOL. 

To SPM candidates, all the best with the burning 

midnight oil and the hardcore studying and all. (:

Take care! <3

Bye. (:

what hurts the most.

Hello! I'm currently in the car now on my laptop, 

so by the time i finish typing this post, it'll probably

be like at night or something. LOL. Cos i procrastinate.

Hehe. So, last night i was like soooooo bored. Cos

i had the laptop, to back up my phone, but my mum

still had the broadband, so no point lah right? -.-

So i decided to camwhore with my webcam. Hahah.

I picked up random stuff on my table, and started 

camwhoring. :P

So, this was a note by Ming Ser and Da Hui. Not sure

which one of them wrote it. But it says,

*imagine M.I. song playing

in the background

Mission Impossible #1:

Operation

T hrow

I t

F ar

F ar

A way

N

Y ell

hahahh. Funny and lame. I know. :P

This is a fish i folded out of paper when i was attending a 

PMR seminar awhile ago. And i was soooo

bored, i decided to fold it while the old man was 

giving his speech. LOL.

Pretty right? Samuel drew it awhile ago. :D

Last year he drew me sleeping on an exam question 

paper. Hahahah. During exam. :P I'm still

keeping it, but i gotta find it. I think i blogged about it

before though. :D

The other day chel lent me her necklace. I didnt return it

to her yet. Forgotten to when i left the karaoke room.

Shall return it to her when i see her again. (:

My hair very messy. Hahah, Me likey. (:

So, i just got back from my sister's primary school 

graduation ceremony. Since i dont have my phone

with me right now, i took photos with my mum's

phone. I'll upload it if i feel like it. Hah. Met Xieyi

there just now cos i forgotten her brother was 12. 

LOL. She didnt tell me she was going. -.- 

Anyways, I shall go watch dramas now and get all

depressed over my life. :P It occurs a lot. 

Shall blog about my day out with the girls soon.

Too lazy to blog about it. I'm sure Lydia would.

So i shall just attach her blog link in my next post

if i see her blogging about it. (:

So, i shall just talk about a friend here. I'm sorry.

But i had to rant. 

I never knew you were THIS arrogant. I'm sorry.

but it's like i dont know you anymore. We used 

to be the awesome duo. Many people supported

us, we were a team. I like your personality. But

when you talk about your success, i get really

annoyed. I know you're all that now, but you 

had to boast? When you speak of your religion,

i get even more annoyed. I mean like, we live in

a society where everyone respects each others'

religion. You dont have to keep criticizing my

religion to make yours look good. I was once 

your religion okay. I know. You have to seriously

stop that or no one would wanna befriend you.

After one year plus, you're still like that. It really

annoys me. But to tell you off, its mean. I'll

find a way soon. :/

Okay. Done. Bye guys! (: 

Good luck to all SPM candidates! <3 <3 <3

hero.

Hello everyone! So, i haven't been blogging in quite awhile. And i'm currently blogging from my phone and somehow i can't friggin' align my words like how i usually do. Cos when i press "enter" on my keypad, the blinking vertical line doesnt return to the line below. So annoying. lol. My great reasoning for not blogging, is that my laptop is currently confiscated by my mum, along with my broadband. So even if i wanna curi-curi plug the broadband into the desktop also cannot. My mum is evil. But not as evil as my brother. -.- He was the one who backstabbed me, so that i would be punished by my mum. We have an interesting relationship. Hahah. I shall blog when i have my laptop back. Which is this friday night. (: a shout out to all SPM candidates, all the best! (: goodnight everyone. Bye. (:

boston.

Hey! So, i decided not to private my blog, cos
then it can continue to be a reminder to
certain stuffs. Cos my main mission is to share
my happiness through this blog. And if i don't
talk about unhappy stuff, they'll slowly be
forgotten permanently or temporarily. It doesn't
matter. (: So yeah, I hope i've made the right
decision. If i do regret, i can always private it
another time. (:

So, this is a text post, cos i haven't been out
in awhile. I think the girls and i are going for
karaoke and bowling on monday. At the Curve.
I hope it'll be on! :D Then on thursday, we
plan to go to Xie Yi's place to watch movie
and chill. Hehe. I really wanna go out with
my primary school friends though. We need to
catch up. :P

Today, i went to school, supposedly to get
my textbooks for form4 and the school magazine.
So at last i didn't get to collect my textbooks,
cos Pn. Shamini told us to get it next year. -.-
She said (*clears throat*), "When i give y'all
a date, you follow it, or not you'll have to come
next year to get it, you might not even get it
next year." -.- My reaction: (thinks in my mind)
OOOOOOOH, I'M SO SCARED I WON'T
GET TEXTBOOKS FOR NEXT YEAR. :OOOO
-.- Pssh, whatever. Lol.

Btw, we played Monopoly Deal like sooooo many
times today. I think i'm getting the hang of it.
First win today! :D hehe. I suck at games. Any
game. Lol. But it was fun playing it again and again. (:
The yearbook was not bad, i guess, I, obviously
look horrible in the class photo. ugh. Cameras hate
me. Mirrors are awesomer. :( I wish they'd invent
a mirror that captures images, transports them to a
usb drive, then we can upload the images to the
computer. LOL. I have awesome imagination.
And ideas. This is why i should get the post. I ran
for Sales Director 2012 yesterday. It was an
impromptu interview for me. But i think it wasn't bad.
But not outstanding either. Oh well. I hope i get the
post. Then at least i have something pretty that ends
up in my resume next time. Hahah. Actually come to
think of it, at first i wasn't sure if i'd end up liking this
post, but now it is kinda interesting. (:

Okay, I shall go shower now. Tired and dirty ttm.
Gonna nap after this. Night night everyone! (:

unfriend you.

Hey guys, I just wanna inform you i'll be privating my blog tmr morning. So what you see is what you get. :P I will be privating it so i can express my self privately and not be judged. LOLJK. I just dont want people to read it. Well, I'll be letting close friends access it. But not the public. Cheers! (:

waiting outside the lines.

Good morning everyone! (:
So, I'm bored and i shall blog. About..
Uhhh, Random stuffs? I'll write 20
random stuff about myself. :D Hahah.

1. I get cranky when i'm hungry. >:(

2. I like Maggi although it's unhealthy.

3. When i say i'm fine, i'm not necessarily really fine.

4. I like hugs. :D

5. I'm not exactly an animal lover, but i dont hate/
dislike them. (:

6. I'm addicted to watching tv. :P

7. I wanna be tumblr-famous one day. :D

8. I still read the note and hold they toy once in
awhile. (:

9. I over-think a lot.

10. I'm VERY insecure. Just can't help it.
Society is ugly.

11. I personally think i'm a bitch. :P

12. I wouldnt date myself if i was someone else. LOL.

13. I dont like exercising but i push myself to do it.

14. I admit, I do get jealous sometimes. I just don't say it.

15. I tweet A LOT. I think my followers should be
quite fed up by now. LOL.

16. I'm hungry, as of now.

17. My biological clock wakes me up at 10.30am
every single morning, but i can still go back to sleep
after that. (:

18. My abs muscles are aching, I can't laugh. It'll hurt. :(

19. My best friendS always make me feel better.
They're awesome. <3

20. I have a best FRIEND and best FRIENDS, weird
right? Hahah. best friend is Sze Yii. Best friends are
the girls i hang out with all the time. (: I know its confusing. :P

Will be painting my nails this colour later on. (:

Well, technically its a different brand of nail 

varnish but the colour is similar. (:

I really fancy knitted wear, cos it looks so warm

and cuddle-ble. LOL. I'm a person who's

like scared of cold one. So i like warmer clothing. (:

I should get ear muffs and a hat so if i'm cold

in my room, i have an excuse to put them on. :P

OMG. I'm like hunting for these. SO CUTE. :D

Okay, so i've been searching for the perfect handbag.

I came across Massimo Dutti's and Zara's.

And i came across this one on tumblr. Apparently the

icon printed in the bag is 'RO' and i've never

heard of it. -.- So i shall just get one similar to it.

From Zara. :D

Look at the 'staches. So cool. :P 

:{D

Mission impossible #4 Get similar t-shirt to that. (:

SHE'S SO PRETTY. 

Me: #foreverugly :/

(see? i'm very insecure.)

taken from handphone front camera.

taken from webcam.

FINE. My new haircut (after) doesnt really have a difference

compared to "before" but my hair has volume now.

Not just like wilted, and flat. :P I love

my fringe btw. :D

(yes, i know i chubby -.-)

Okay. Done. Bye guys! (:

without you.

Hello. (: So, On Friday i went to Petrosains,
Suria KLCC with my schoolmates. And these
are the photos from that day. :D

This dino is friggin' cool. LOL. Its blur cos the dude

can't stop moving. Hahah.

I know we super sampat. We climbed on to this truck

thingy and took a photo. :D

Okay i HAD to brag about this. We're

supposed to hook these two metal rods

together, then find a way to unhook it.

Supposedly if you manage to solve it you're smart.

HEHEHEHEHEHHE.

I DID IT AND CHELSEA COULDN'T. :P

Sorry lah, This is the only thing i'm good at.

Well, besides Laser Tag. 

I gotta stop bragging. Kay, next.

Never ever not camwhore at a memorable place. (:

(Chel looks nice here. :D)

Okay, I gotta explain why do i look like

a psycho killer here.

Those goggles have a hole in both lenses.

Its supposedly the vision of a baby. So yeah.

I put it on and it was soooo hard to see

everything. Thats why i look stupid. :P

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Chel and i took a photo at a computer there.

And just by entering my email address, 

they'd send me this photo.

(Pay attention to the caption.) 

LOL.

So like, the other day, i went out with Sze Yii

to the McD next to Centrepoint. And i was late 

by an hour so we only got to craptalk for an hour. 

Plus she went home early. So i ended up sitting

alone. Then i decided to call up my mum to come 

fetch me home. And so happen she was out, so

she told me to wait for awhile. AWHILE meant

an hour plus. I endured being kacau-ed by Malay

guys from idk what school. Cos too bad, i was

alone. -.- so i went out to the smoking area

instead. Well, of course it was damn uncomfortable.

Inhaled an hour of second hand smoke. But at least

it was quieter than being inside. LOL. Tumblr-ed

until mum came, after one hour +++. So much

for AWHILE. 

So she was showing me that the larger 

french fry was stabbed by a smaller one.

LOL. Retard. 

Hahahahh. It was nice meeting up with her. (:

Went to Ming Tien yesterday with Jiayun,

Lydia and Chelsea. Too bad we didnt 

camwhore. :/ My dad decided to fetch Jiayun

home together with my family and I. So 

during the whole journey home, we were

talking about being 30 and single. And owning

27 cats. But being successful. And not marrying

and lots of crap. Oh and getting a pet. Jiayun 

doesnt want cats. She wants 27 rabbits. I said

must save space, so rare hamsters better.

She said if save space then should rare 27 ants.

ETC ETC. Too much crap. :P

Okay. Bye. (: Goodnight. Gonna go play Tetrris.

Hehe.

bleed.

HELLO. I'm just blogging cos like i don't really
have anything to do at the moment. So yeah.

I went for YE interview today. I think I'm the
only person who thought it wasn't all that fine.
Cos i felt extremely intimidated by the panel.
Timid lah people, can't blame me. LOL. So
anyways, I think they liked our product lah, but
we sucked at selling it. So we gotta work on that
someday. (:

Yesterday i saw a tweet that said Kim Kardasian
is filing a divorce after a costly wedding (10mill i
think) and 72 days of marriage. I mean like WOW.
Seriously? But on the bright side, she earned a lot
of money from that wedding. Now that the divorce
is filled, the world thought the marriage was just a
money-making scheme. Which made sense. So i
have no comments whatsoever. Cos i'm just
mentioning a random topic to liven up my blog.
Hahah.

I mean like, they are kinda cute together. (: Well,,

until this happened of course. :/ 

Sad weih. :/

Oh well. Shall blog again next time. November, 

please be nice to me.

Bye. (: